I was quite confused though because I had had these contractions weeks prior and they would come and then go so I just kept waiting for them to pass and they didnt. So then I had convinced myself that it was the disgusting castor oil that had made my stomach upset haha. Then Ashlyn woke up from her nap and then we had this conversation:
"Mom I'm awake from my nap, lets go jump on the trampoline!"
"Ashlyn I am not feeling very well right now, go ahead I will be out in a sec."
"No mom you promised you would jump with me after my nap, come on!"
"Ashlyn, I said if I was feeling well I would, but I am not feeling well"
"Mom!!!!"
"Ashlyn!!!"
"Ugh fine, I'll meet you out there!"
I could hear her yelling through the window "mom come watch me!" over and over again while I laid on the bathroom floor assuming I was either going to throw up or poop myself, I was literally cursing the castor oil. Then Tyler called:
"Hey babe, how are you?"
"ugggghhhhh"
"you ok?"
"ughhhhhhh"
"Oh my gosh, this is it isn't it? I'm coming home!"
"No you don't need to come home, its probably just gas"
"I'm coming home, call the midwife!"
click.
I could still hear Ashlyn screaming for me to come outside so I crawled to the backdoor and opened it and crawled to the outside chair and knelt by it, while my dogs licked my face I watched Ashlyn jump on the trampoline. I tried to time the "so called gas pains I was having (obviously they were contractions haha) and they were too close, I couldn't figure out where one began and the next one ended. I mean whatever happened to the contractions being 5-6 min. apart? I slowly crawled back inside to the bathroom and just huddled in the corner moaning haha. I am such a loser. It was just so surreal, I truly believed that Colton would never come out on his own by this point that they would have to induce me to get him out. So I could not believe that I was going in to labor, especially straight into active labor.
Anyways long story short, Tyler came home, called the midwife for me since I hadn't yet, packed the car and forced me to get in. By the time we got to the birthing center I was already dialated to a 10 and about 45 minutes later Colton had arrived.
Now let me tell you people, I have a whole new respect for mothers who go natural now. It was the worst pain I had ever experienced, but absolutely the best reward. I did have a water birth, and it was such a magical and spiritual experience. Right when I thought I was going to either die/pass out/throw up the midwife said, "Now reach down and hold your baby". I looked down and there floating to the surface of the water was the most handsome angel I had ever seen. Totally worth it. I love you Colton.
However, after 2 hours of having inconsistent breathing patterns Colton was rushed to the emergency room. He ended up stabilizing once we got there, but because I had Group B strep and was not able to get the antibiotics in time before I had him (the antibiotics have to be administered 2 hours prior to delivery, and considering my whole labor experience was about 1.5 hours long they didn't have time to give them to me) they decided to run some tests to make sure his breathing was not related to the Group B strep. We had to stay in the hospital and have Colton monitored and had tests done on him for 72 hours. I was extremely frustrated, mad, sad, etc. this was not what I pictured happening. I mean the whole point of going naturally at a birthing center was to keep him from going to the hospital and getting poked and prodded. Luckily everything turned out ok and it was just a little bump in the road for baby Colton. We are home now and are doing great! Ashlyn absolutely loves him. Always wants to help change his clothes and diapers.
I have been so blessed with such a strong supportive husband, a goofy healthy and strong daughter, and a handsome healthy sweet boy. I am probably one of the happiest women in the world right now, I am literally on cloud 9!
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| Lover's Lane Birthing Center just minutes after Colton came into the world. |
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| Bonding time! |
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| So adorable! |
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| First time Ashlyn sees Colton and I after labor/delivery! |
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| Such a special moment! |
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| At hospital, masks only! |
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| Just seconds after birth, he is still attached to umbilical cord. |
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| Big Sister, little brother shirts! |
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| Loving Grandma and Grandpa White |
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| All smiles for Grandma Bradshaw |
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| Isn't my family beautiful! I'm so blessed! |
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| I just love him! |
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| Colton's favorite pacifier |
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| Uncle Rob and Aunt Yayoi come to visit. |
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| Big yawn, so cute! |
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| Thanks for taking such good care of me G.B. |
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| Love my family! |
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| Such a good big sister! |
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| His favorite, the bouncer! |
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| My heart melts every time I look at him! |
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| Colton's first Valentine's Day, thanks Aunt Becky! |
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| My sleeping angel! |
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| Snuggling with Aunt Jewel! |
